Today I learned that some believe that a child in the womb is a parasite. That until it breathes it’s first breath that is all it is.
I have to imagine that mothers excited to be pregnant and starting their family, this is probably not what they are thinking. I am certain that when they see their ultrasound pictures that is not what they see.
We see what we want to see. The pregnant woman sees their child. The abortion minded woman or pro-choice advocate does not want to see it as a baby.
I deal in truth and sometimes the truth hurts. Sometimes we have lied so much to ourselves that uncovering and facing this truth is painful. But it is exactly in these painful moments that strengthen us.
Recently I watched a video called “The Silent Scream” I am not going to post it here because it is one of those things you have to be prepared to watch (you can watch it on youtube). An abortionist recorded an ultrasound guided abortion and when he and his nurse reviewed the tape they were so affected by what they saw neither one performed an abortion again.
I have come a long way from when I had my abortion almost 20 years ago. But when I watched this video it really showed me what I did. I watched as the fetus moved away from the instruments. It had nowhere to hide. It broke my heart what my child had to endure.
I don’t think this is a political issue. This is a human issue. When we lie to ourselves we only cover up layers with more layers.
The truth changes us. When we know the truth it can set us free.
Posted in Abortion, Politics, Truth
Tagged Abortion, baby parasite, fetus, humanity, layers, lies, parasite, pro choice, pro life, the silent scream, truth, ultrasound guided abortion
I came across this yesterday. It is going to be a video series that tells the stories of five women as they go through post-abortion recovery. This won’t start until January 2013, but here is a short promo.
For those of us who are post abortive, it is a good way to relate to other women without actually exposing yourself. When we listen to other people tell their story and it sounds similar to ours we can begin to realize we are not crazy. The truth can conquer all the lies we have told ourselves.
A lot of pro-choice supporters think they are pro-woman. This is a misconception. The truth is that an abortion causes more hurt, regret, shame than any pregnancy would have caused.
Clearly I have been on the other side of this choice and have experienced all of these emotions. I have not been alone. I see other women who show up to our Surrendering the Secret bible study and I watch the transformation. We go through the weeks and share our secret. We face the truth. We deal with our anger. We experience and extend our forgiveness. We are climbing the mountain.
Then suddenly it happens.
They arrive after the lesson on forgiveness and you can see the burden has started to lift. The have a smile that reaches their eyes and they seem to breath easier, unafraid.
I am amazed every time. I know its going to happen. I know we are working toward this change. But I’m blessed that can I witness this over and over. I am in awe of the power God has in our lives and how he leads us and ultimately shows us himself.
Posted in Abortion, Anger, Forgiveness, Hope, Truth
Tagged Abortion, choices, lies, pro choice, pro life, pro woman, surrendering the secret, transformation
This week we are preparing for our weekend retreat. At this point in our journey we have gone through so many emotions. Self-hatred, anger, forgiveness, shame, regret, pain (to name a few).
This is always my favorite part of the journey. It is truly where healing begins and we shed the skin of our former self and become the women we were meant to be. Healthy and whole.
We exchange our failures, pain, and shame for God’s purpose, love and restoration. I think most importantly we are given permission to grieve. We grieve all that we lost and because it was our choice we don’t feel like we have that right. But we do. We need to grieve.
We replace the lies that we were told, lies that we have told ourselves with God’s truth. A complete transformation.
The Great Exchange!
Isaiah 61: 1-4,7
The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the LORD’s favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion —
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.
they will rebuild the ancient ruins
and restore the places long devastated;
they will renew the ruined cities
that have been devastated for generations
Instead of their shame
my people will received a double portion,
and instead of disgrace
they will rejoice in their inheritance;
and so they will inherit a double portion in their land,
and everlasting joy will be theirs.
Posted in Abortion, Hope, Truth
Tagged Abortion, day of vengeance, freedom, garment of praise, grieve, hope, isaiah, isaiah 61, lies, regret, self hatred, shame, truth